||[Jan. 3rd, 2009|10:40 am]
When you wanna say something.
I can't believe he left me life that, without explaining why.|
we went through so much together, and all of a sudden he up and left like I never meant anything to him.
no remorse either - no pain. well, not that I could see I guess... but I cared about him more than he could've ever known, and for that to have happened.. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. I cried for a month, and every little thought of him had me choking up.
I guess I'm over it now - but I will never forgive him for the pain he's caused me.
I would never wish that kind of pain on even my worst of enemy.